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Reverend Meteor

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Subj: Re: Irrational Fears
Posted: Sun Aug 09, 2009 at 01:37:55 pm EDT (Viewed 705 times)
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Posted: Sun Aug 09, 2009 at 12:58:02 am EDT (Viewed 837 times)

    So it turns out I am terrified of hospital rooms. I went to visit my sister and her new born son in the hospital, as soon as I got in the building I had a feeling of . . . dread. When I actually got in the room, I was on the verge of having a panic attack. I was having difficult breathing and I could feel my heart just racing. All the feelings I had when I spent 3 months in a hospital last year just came back, and I could barely spend 10 minutes in there. In addition to the horrible feeling of being afraid of something as stupid as a room, I feel like a bad brother for leaving so quickly.

I get that way around crowds of people especially if they are all talking at once. In my office alone there are 7 people crammed into one room and no partitions. I go batty around people for long periods of time and need to get away.

Part of that may come from having a dysfunctional family. I loathe family get togethers. One Easter I risked driving through flood waters just so I wouldn't have to spend the night at a relatives house with the rest of them. I like spending time with people one on one or two or three but I hate large group gatherings.

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